Monday, February 21, 2011


I build up all my emotions and whenever he comes back at me, he destroys me. Now, my dad isn't a bad person, he's just doing his job as a dad- but sometimes he doesn't see how much guilt and anger he stores in my head. Sometimes I just want to run away…or even kill myself but HONESTLY?!?! those decisions wouldn't be the smartest things to do.

Yesterday I was praying on the porcelain god (the toilet) and asked for everything. I needed help.

Sometimes, i just want him to say to me… "you'll be okay. Everything's going to be alright"

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